Updated: Feb 16
I seriously can't believe January is nearly over, it is crazy! Only feels like yesterday since we welcomed 2021 with open arms. This year seems promising, or at least it does to me. I am very excited for what the future has to offer.
I completed a few readings for my film/television course today and it just solidified my dreams and aspirations, to seek employment in this field.
The picture below is the scene I have on the footstep of the front door. Beautiful isn't it?
When I first moved to Aberystwyth University I struggled. I struggled with the course, I struggled to make friends. I struggled with it all. I was trying to fit in but just couldn't seem to hack it, but here I am a year later. Happier than I have ever been. In a relationship where love flows both ways, I am doing okay in university (always room for improvement), I have a small group of loyal and genuine friends and each day I am a day closer to becoming the women I have always dreamed to be.
I believe that if you are not somewhat critic of yourself then you can't improve yourself. After reflecting on who I am, I have discovered that I may never be fully happy with my weight but it's learning to accept that I am in fact beautiful, in my own way. I do not fit into societies definition of perfect, and I will probably will never fit into this category. But, each and every single person who walks this earth is perfect in their way.
Each day is a learning curve, another day to learn and another day to improve yourself. <3